so today instead of updating my tournament tracker i decided to flesh out my interests page a little bit & also rewrite parts of it. and as i was writing out the section for my reading hobby i realized just how much arbitrary ass gatekeeping i'm doing to myself.
anyways it's been an hour or 2. i'm still in the middle of updating my tracker and i still have other shit to take care of after that so idk i'll leave this rant for tomorrow ig. starting to realize how restrictive this daily format can be
it's way past my bedtime (10:51 pm) but i don't feel tired because i woke up late today (9 am). looking back at yesterday's entry i realize that not feeling anything might actually be advantageous in a situation where i'm more compelled to waste my time on youtube than doing fulfilling activities.
today ended up being one of those situations. i procrastinated on updating my spreadsheet cuz i was too distracted by fucking youtube. i only got started right after writing that blurb above but then got distracted again when i decided to watch ltc3 qualifier results. i'll have to resume my work tomorrow.