right after i contemplated installing windows on my laptop because it hit me that i wasn't ever going to need it for anything crazy anyway i fucking installed aerynos on it instead. and now i'm considering going back to arch linux because it finally clicked in my head what the hell ml4w os was supposed to be.
like part of me wants to try using linux seriously but the other part is well aware that i haven't stepped foot in college in weeks so there is no short-term scenario where i need to use my linux laptop as a work machine. hell, these days i only use my laptop whenever i need to go on some website that i'm not signed in on pc but i just installed a new os so uh. whoops
i guess i could convince myself (for the time being) that i haven't had to journal on my laptop in a good while so i don't really need to set up syncthing anyway, but right after i wrote that i decided to double check and turns out aerynos does have syncthing on it so i didn't even have to worry about that anyway xd
why does linux make me depressed? why do i just instinctively die inside whenever i have to install or run something via the terminal? why don't i just stop being a stubborn fucking idiot and go back to windows?
but also, why do i care? i'm not going to use this laptop for anything crazy. i've moved over all the web archival work that i used to do here onto my main desktop. what do i even want to accomplish on this device?